It's been a struggle coming home. The darkness. The quiet. I'm struggling with being alone, and with the feeling that I am not doing anything with my life here. I feel like I could be doing so much more somewhere else.
I know that right now God has me here for a reason. So to fight the feeling of loneliness I dive into the Word. It's one of the few things that has given me comfort these past couple of days.
I decided to take this picture to represent the way that I feel. Normally I keep my room decently clean... but these last couple of days it has been destroyed with my lack of motivation.
For lack of better words, this picture describes how unorganized I feel on the inside.
It also doesn't help that I have a ton of mail to go through. I also have two suitcases and a backpack to unpack!
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|I did finally make myself clean up today. I feel a tad bit more organized.|
It will help to start work and school again, and just have a life.
Any prayers for my transition would be awesome :)
I can already tell this next semester is going to be full of growth.